They say crying really helps,i think it doesn't. If you want to be happy stand up and fight don't lay in a corner and cry.

luni, 8 decembrie 2008

fealings,hopes,tears,fears,alcohool,sadness,pubs => I love You

vineri, 5 decembrie 2008

They Call Me Ice Queen



I can be cold, it's so easy you know. Every moment you look at me i can be mean and hurt your fealings,or hide my sentiments behind an ice mask,yes it's so easy this way,but i really made a lot of mistakes by keeping this awfull distance between us.
I laugh when I am hurt,yes I laugh,so you can't see how hurt I am by you every moment.
But you know,this ice on my heart didn't appear because I wanted it to....
No,it appeared to protect my heart from being hurt,it's just like a defence wall,and how I'd want you to melt it away! I need you to melt it,I need to be the funny,nice and sweet girl I once was,I need to love,but I want to love the right person.
Can't you see that you made a little part of it melt away already?
My tears,are the ice that was melted by the fealings of love that were frozen .
And now i'm so sorry for all the mistakes i made. I'd like to tell you how sorry i am. Every moment feels like Hell knowing what i have lost.
I know it would be too much to ask for a second chance,for forgivness. I ask myself...many questions that i have no answer to,only you have those answers,and i badly need them,i need every little bit of you,becuse I love you. I was so scared to say those words,.
I haven't said them for such a long time,that they began to freeze too...please give me a second chance...let the wall melt away completely, let me be yours....

luni, 1 decembrie 2008

Poison


Atat de pure precum zapada sunt sentimentele pe crengile unui suflet indragostit.
Dar cand otrava dezamagirii apare in lacul ce trebuia sa fie inghetat de bucuria unui sarut,aceasta otrava topeste totul.
Fiecare fulg de nea alb devine o picatura otrava intinzandu-se de la un sentiment la altul pana cand in final esti otravit de propria-ti nefericire....ars de o lava pe care singur ai creat-o si din care nu mai sti cum sa iesi.
In final,dupa multe zile petrecute in acest cosmar,cufundandu-te din ce in ce mai mult intr-un abis al umbrelor,realizezi cat ai gresit,tu ai creat otrava!
Fericirea iti poate fi readusa doar Doar cu ajutorul sentiment atat de puternic incant poate anihila si cea mi puternica otrava,poate sa te elibereze din bratele nefericirii,acel sentiment este Speranta.
Incerci purifici apa otravita..fiecare dorinta a ta curatand durerea,ura,dezamagirea redandu-ti simturile si vederea,Lumina...
Regasesti copacii,pe care i-ai lasat in urma,de care nu ti-a mai pasat fiindca ai fost prea orbit de razbunare ca sa sa realizezi ca tu ai creat otrava ce aproape i-a distrus.
Remuscarile te apasa dar nu e timpul pentru asta,trebuie sa readuci neaua alba pe crengi,neaua topita de durere,si atunci iti vei regasi pacea din padurea cea alba.Pana atunci pastreaza vie speranta.Este arma tacea mai puternica impotriva Otravii....

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