
I can be cold, it's so easy you know. Every moment you look at me i can be mean and hurt your fealings,or hide my sentiments behind an ice mask,yes it's so easy this way,but i really made a lot of mistakes by keeping this awfull distance between us.
I laugh when I am hurt,yes I laugh,so you can't see how hurt I am by you every moment.
But you know,this ice on my heart didn't appear because I wanted it to....
No,it appeared to protect my heart from being hurt,it's just like a defence wall,and how I'd want you to melt it away! I need you to melt it,I need to be the funny,nice and sweet girl I once was,I need to love,but I want to love the right person.
Can't you see that you made a little part of it melt away already?
My tears,are the ice that was melted by the fealings of love that were frozen .
And now i'm so sorry for all the mistakes i made. I'd like to tell you how sorry i am. Every moment feels like Hell knowing what i have lost.
I know it would be too much to ask for a second chance,for forgivness. I ask myself...many questions that i have no answer to,only you have those answers,and i badly need them,i need every little bit of you,becuse I love you. I was so scared to say those words,.
I haven't said them for such a long time,that they began to freeze too...please give me a second chance...let the wall melt away completely, let me be yours....